Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Prayers, good vibes - send them to me please

I went for a repeat scan on Monday.

Right ovary had a 22mm follicle - nice growth over the four days.
Left ovary had a 22mm follicle - where the hell did that come from? - and two <10mm follies. Dr Mac thinks the big one might be a cyst because it's exhibited unusual follicle dynamics. He says that's what happens with menopause. But I'm only 37 for Christ's sake.

Anyway, I triggered on Monday, pickup in is 9 hours (8am Wednesday morning) and I really need your prayers and good thoughts.

Dr Mac continues to suggest ceasing IVF after this cycle. He's diagnosed premature menopause, said I'd have poor outcomes from continued assisted conception and it would be very expensive.

I am scared and I don't want to move on. I don't want to give up on this dream. I don't know how.

For now, I am praying like crazy that there is ONE healthy egg inside me that makes ONE healthy embryo that grows into ONE healthy baby that I birth next September. 



  1. Dear God,

    This request is for Pundelina...

    Atleast ONE egg, which goes on to

    atleast ONE sticky embryo, which goes on to

    atleast ONE healthy baby in September 2010.

    Thank You God!

  2. Thinking of you, thinking of you, thinking of you.....


  3. You are always in my prayers! Good luck!

  4. Good luck. I am praying for you.

  5. Praying for you...for at least one beautiful, healhty embryo that leads to a beautiful, healthy baby!

  6. from LFCA... I am so sorry.... I am saying a prayer now


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