Fuck Pundelina, I am so sorry. You see, I am someone who believed this would work. And I am someone who believes it can. Maybe I am just crazy, I like to think of it as "hopeful". But that does not help at all when negatives come and take you out at the knees. I am so so sorry. Thinking of you and wishing this were different.
I'm a happy wifey to the Big Guy, a researcher, a worker, a mum and a step-mum. tBG and I started trying for a baby together in Feb 2008 (as soon as we got married) but we got diagnosed with secondary infertility in Jan 2009 and I got hit with a premature peri-menopause diagnosis in early 2010. We did 5 IVF cycles between May 09 and June 10. None of them worked. Full blown menopause at 42. Oh, and I'm also in the process of finishing my PhD. Unsurprisingly, my head is way too full so some of the dross is spilling out here.
pundelina AT Hotmail DOT com
PS. It was 4 years between the premature menopause diagnosis and hitting post-menopause. Whoa.
At the end of the IVF road in total we'd ... ~ done 5 stim cycles ~ grown 14 follicles ~ made 8 eggs ~ created 6 embryos ~ had 2 transfers ~ seen lots of BFNs ~ seen 1 chemical BFP
Ugh. Sorry. I know...somehow saying sorry just doesn't cut it.
ReplyDeleteOh no! So so heartbroken for you... so sorry... I have no other words. xxx
ReplyDeleteNot fair. So sorry.
ReplyDeleteSo, so sorry. Many hugs.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI have no words.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry.
ReplyDeleteNOT fair.
ReplyDeleteI'm so, so, sorry.
Wishing you comfort from this pain along with many, many, many ((HUGS))!
I am so sorry. I was so hoping for you this cycle.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry. Wish I could say something more.
ReplyDeleteCan only imagine how much hurt this is causing.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry...
ReplyDelete{HUGS}
Fuck Pundelina, I am so sorry. You see, I am someone who believed this would work. And I am someone who believes it can. Maybe I am just crazy, I like to think of it as "hopeful". But that does not help at all when negatives come and take you out at the knees. I am so so sorry. Thinking of you and wishing this were different.
ReplyDeletexox
Kate