Saturday, January 14, 2012

Time keeps on slipping into the future

Yes it does.

Happy Christmas and Happy New Year Bloggy friends. Every other year I've posted either Christmas or New Years messages in a timely fashion, but not this year. I didn't make pointless wishes at Christmas this year and New Years was quiet.

I know that 2011 has been a crap year for a lot of people, but it was good to me - despite not getting miraculously knocked up. I achieved some intense goals and have been kindly rewarded. It's the first year since 2008 that I haven't experienced the crushing pain of failed assisted reproduction attempts throughout the year. In 2011, I wished and hoped but with no faith in my preferred outcome so when the inevitable blood began each cycle, I wasn't dragged down and out with the flow. Last year I focused on a baby-free future and that cushioned me against its loss. Last year I let go. I'm free falling.

This January we went on summer holiday up north to the sun and the sea and had a lovely time. Feast your eyes my lovelies.
Rainbow Bay beach on a crystal clear day

View across to Coolangatta from our rental house in Bilambil Heights - we all want to live there permanently

Drowned trees outside Forbes