I'm trying not to. Thanks JB and everyone else. Your comments mean so much to me. To know that I am cushioned in a supportive community who gets it. That's just beautiful.
All will be well. I will be ok. Sadness passes. It all passes. And Kate is right on with her comment on my last post - it is a better response than last time. And there's enough time to grow the littlies some more. And those big 'uns should have some nice mature eggies inside. Complete with tramp stamps and strappy high heels.
"It is said that despite its many glaring (and occasionally fatal) inaccuracies, the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy itself has outsold the Encyclopedia Galactica because it is slightly cheaper, and because it has the words 'Don't Panic' in large, friendly letters on the cover."
Thanks for your comment on my blog. Wishing you a happy retrieval this week too. As I found out last time, they really have a hard time counting with the dil.do cam and getting it right. You very well could have a few more cooking in there. I'll check up on you later this week!
I'm sporting extra freaking high heels tonight with tramp stamp visible on left foot in prep for dinner at Sydney's best restaurant as determined by the SMH.
So there.
Nothing further to add other than light, positive feelings.
I'm a happy wifey to the Big Guy, a researcher, a worker, a mum and a step-mum. tBG and I started trying for a baby together in Feb 2008 (as soon as we got married) but we got diagnosed with secondary infertility in Jan 2009 and I got hit with a premature peri-menopause diagnosis in early 2010. We did 5 IVF cycles between May 09 and June 10. None of them worked. Full blown menopause at 42. Oh, and I'm also in the process of finishing my PhD. Unsurprisingly, my head is way too full so some of the dross is spilling out here.
pundelina AT Hotmail DOT com
PS. It was 4 years between the premature menopause diagnosis and hitting post-menopause. Whoa.
At the end of the IVF road in total we'd ... ~ done 5 stim cycles ~ grown 14 follicles ~ made 8 eggs ~ created 6 embryos ~ had 2 transfers ~ seen lots of BFNs ~ seen 1 chemical BFP
"It is said that despite its many glaring (and occasionally fatal) inaccuracies, the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy itself has outsold the Encyclopedia Galactica because it is slightly cheaper, and because it has the words 'Don't Panic' in large, friendly letters on the cover."
ReplyDeleteYou've got a towel, girl, it's going to be OK!
Thanks for your comment on my blog. Wishing you a happy retrieval this week too. As I found out last time, they really have a hard time counting with the dil.do cam and getting it right. You very well could have a few more cooking in there. I'll check up on you later this week!
ReplyDeleteI'm sporting extra freaking high heels tonight with tramp stamp visible on left foot in prep for dinner at Sydney's best restaurant as determined by the SMH.
ReplyDeleteSo there.
Nothing further to add other than light, positive feelings.
Jeez...I have had it with all this suck a balls and the suck b balls...what is this world coming to?
ReplyDeleteTotally plastering all your walls with Thumbs Up signs! Grrrrrowww Follllieeee Grrrroooow!